workout 1, complete. workout 2, seven thirty.

Working out in the morning makes me feel like i didn’t actually work out because it was so long ago. Weird phenomenon…. 

anyway, my personal trainer kicks ass. She is so awesome, and basically made me push myself harder than I’ve ever been pushed. Its so exciting, knowing what I can actually do. I can do this. I can loose 40 pounds. I can be healthy and thin and awesome looking. (LOL SIKE I’m already hot. ) 

I’m just happy. Which is strange because I have been so unhappy for so long. I love how time goes on, and everything passes.